That's how I'm feeling lately. It's like I've missed the bus and am left standing there with no idea how I'm going to get to where I want to go. I've done all of my Christmas shopping, we have our tree up, we have some baking done and everything is fine. I'm just not feeling it this year. I'm not grumpy just this absence of any feeling really.
I love sitting curled up on the couch while it snows. I love looking at our Christmas tree and wrapping presents. I usually love all that Christmas stuff but this year it's taking me longer to get off the ground. I've done all the right things so whats the problem? Is it that I'm old and Christmas isn't a big deal anymore? Is it because the kids are teens and don't believe in Santa anymore? Is it because the husband and I aren't getting each other gifts? Is it the lack of snow? I have no idea but maybe it's a combination of all of those things.
So tonight when everyone else was in bed I dimmed the lights, lit a candle, turned on our fireplace dvd and sat down to a cup of tea. Then it came, that feeling, that feeling of everything being absolutely perfect. That feeling that I don't have to worry or rush cause I've done it all right and everyone is going to have a great Christmas. That feeling that means Christmas can come now cause I'm ready. So bring it, I'm feeling it now!
I love sitting curled up on the couch while it snows. I love looking at our Christmas tree and wrapping presents. I usually love all that Christmas stuff but this year it's taking me longer to get off the ground. I've done all the right things so whats the problem? Is it that I'm old and Christmas isn't a big deal anymore? Is it because the kids are teens and don't believe in Santa anymore? Is it because the husband and I aren't getting each other gifts? Is it the lack of snow? I have no idea but maybe it's a combination of all of those things.
So tonight when everyone else was in bed I dimmed the lights, lit a candle, turned on our fireplace dvd and sat down to a cup of tea. Then it came, that feeling, that feeling of everything being absolutely perfect. That feeling that I don't have to worry or rush cause I've done it all right and everyone is going to have a great Christmas. That feeling that means Christmas can come now cause I'm ready. So bring it, I'm feeling it now!
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Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to you too!