Spinning My Wheels

Did you ever feel like you're spinning your wheels but not getting anywhere? I've been feeling that way lately. I can't seem to get a handle on things. Everything is going too fast and I'm too slow to catch on. It's like thinking you got on the bus but finding yourself still sitting at the bus stop. ACK!

There are so many things I should be doing but for some reason I can't get going. Every attempt is thwarted by inertia. How does one break the hold of inertia? I tried the usual things, getting more sleep, getting less sleep, eating light, eating hearty, going out, staying in, meditation, exercise (well okay I just took a walk one day but it didn't help), coffee, no coffee, and lastly I tried having a few drinks. It's still there.

This lack of momentum is bugging me. It's nearly spring and the weather is perking up. The sun is shining more and longer so why am I still bogged down and not perking up myself? I've got stuff to do, a life to live and time's a wasting! I've got this big rubber band around me and every time I try to break free it snaps me back to where I don't want to be. I need something to cut this band. Any ideas? Like anyone reads this blog! hahahaha! I don't even read this or write here very often. Sheesh, I am in a black mood lately.

I think I'll sort through all my clothes and send them off to the Salvation army. Nothing fits anyway so why keep it. I have boxes and boxes of them and they either don't fit or aren't in style anymore. Not that I actually worry about style anymore, it's just that I'm sick of storing them all. Yup, that's it. I need to get rid of all those clothes. They are weighing me down. Once I'm free of the clothes I'll be lighter.

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