Showing posts from November, 2017

Still Here

Well I am still around, just not blogging much.  I can't believe it but things are pretty much the same as always.  I feel like I'm stuck in a black hole or something and nothing ever changes.  I just keep spinning my wheels and get no where.  I really have been feeling down lately.  I need a holiday, just a short break away from my life to get some perspective but I know that won't happen.  I haven't had a holiday in, well I don't even know how long, 10 years at least or probably even much more.

My dream holiday would be a cabin somewhere either on a beach or in the woods.  I don't even care if it was warm or cold out as long as I don't have to talk to anyone or do anything but enjoy the change of scenery.  I'd light a fire and snuggle up with a hot cup of tea and a good book.  I'd take long walks and take in the beauty where I was.

Instead I'm stuck here dealing with things I don't want to deal with, so much I don't want to deal with. …